I'M BACK!!!!
Ok, update:
University: nothing
School: rubbish
God: getting there, not
Alistair: wunderbar (wonderful in German), and he's becoming a bando...(mwahaha!)
Yeah, lifes just grand!
Hmm, anyway, what has been going on, since November...em...my faith has floundered more than once, twice, thrice, hmm...lots. Went to London in January, that was awesome. What else? Right, well actually, I've been thinking about my future. And I've come to some conclusions:
1. I don't know if medicine is for me. Would I still be thinking this if I had offers? No, probably not. Think that's a sign.
2. I don't know where my life is headed, and it's scaring me a lot. I'm still a kid really...can't deal with the big bad world yet. Boo...
3. I wish I had some direction. I'm floating in a big sea, and everythings chaotic and not staying still, but I can't stop time.
4. God has all the possible futures that I could have sorted. That kind of blew my mind, but it's kind of physics so it's wonderful as well.
5. I want to do DFL. I'm thinking it's a case of exposing my mind to loads of things, because that's my responsibility, God don't give me stuff on a platter. So, yeah DFL will be the way forward.
Future: non-existant.
What else? I'm gonna study my Bible more. Learn it. I'm very excited for this! The Message is awesome. And just cause my Bible doesn't look trashed doesn't mean I don't use it.
My mum's ill again. It's quite rubbish really. And Rachel's going to Old Trafford on Tuesday, which would be tomorrow. Lol, that'll be awesome for her.
Aw, am drawing the most awesome cartoon for the 3rd verse of "And Can It Be". Will post it when I'm done. I mean, it's not that great, but I like drawing it, something different I guess.
I wish I had more time to just type and type, but life isn't like that. Wish it was!
I've learnt that God does answer prayer. And I've realised that I only remember two situations where He has, which really bugged me. God has a time for everything, absolutely. My prayer just now is from Psalms, I really do think it's awesome:
"Open your ears, God, to my prayer,
Don't pretend you don't hear me knocking.
Come close and whisper your answer,
I really need you."
Psalm 55:1-2
It's something like that at least. I'm glad I found it.
Anyway, have to go. Sorry for the mess that is this post.
Take care.
5 comments:
Great to see you back on the blogging scene, if only briefly :)
I'm sure you will find your path, but just remember that no matter what you choose to do God will use, and more than likely in a way you won't expect, or perhaps even recognise, until after the fact... certainly thats the case for me and the winding path my life has, and continues to, take.
DFL is an amazing experience, it helped me examine my gifts and what I could be called to... I never got an answer but it did help me become secure that i am who I was meant to be (that being said there is ALWAYS room for improvement).
Can't wait to see the image, always enjoy seeing other peoples art.
"Future: non-existant"... well that depends on your definition of time and also the eternal aspect of God, you could view that because God is eternal He not only knows the future but also exists simultaneously in the present, the future, and the past so for as far as God is concerned teh future is as real ans the present... hence... since God's spirit dwells within us we too can be reassured that the future, although uncertain for us, exists and that God is there already waiting for us and He guides there...
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... I don;t think that makes any sense... hmm, that being said I think there's a book in all that, "Quantum Theology: Heisenberg uncertainty principle and the eternal omniscience of Jehovah" :)
Laters
wunderbar!
Glad ur blogging again, and im quite excited that i got an advanced preview of ur drawings, sketchbook was a good investment, lol.
Lurch, i think it made sense, but making sense to me and actually making sense to everyone else are two different things. Sounds like something douglas at my corps would come out with, merchant sailor, particle physicist and follower of christ in one.
Anyway, keep blogging, love you lots!
just to say i love you and you are amazing! xxx
please post more. it makes me smile :-D
To: You
From: God-The Boss
Subject: Yourself
RE: Life
This is God. Today I will be handling ALL your problems for you. I do NOT need your help. So, have a nice day!
Ilove you
God
P.S And remember...
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do NOT attempt to resolve it yourself. Kindly put it in the SFGTD(Something For God To Do)box and I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved but in my time, not yours.
P.P.S Once the matter has been placed into the box, please do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life right now.
Now go in peace
Yours faithfully
God (the one who hears and answers prayer!)
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