I kinda remembered some of the words from "One Way" last night in my bed. For some reason I insist on reading to all hours when I really need sleep, and I had the weirdest dream. Anyway, what were they?

"One way, Jesus, you're the only one that I could live for."

Was sitting behind the puppet curtain, with Jake and Camel my best puppet buddies, and this song totally struck me a lot. And yeah, I think it's true, which has helped me loads 'cause deep down I want that to be the case, and refering to my last post, "...if only the will is there to walk then He is happy with their stumbles". See when things click, it makes me feel so much better. It is amazing, but still don't feel God the way I used too. I don't quite understand what is going on. Maybe it's just me at the minute. But that song is just amazing. I keep thinking of a Bible verse and it's bugging me because it's about searching for God, but not "Ask, Seek, Knock." because I'm not so sure about that. Aw yeah, spiritual gifts. Was thinking about them too, last night. As I've said soo many times before I think I might try and find out what I've got. Then hopefully use them. I hope a network course comes up soon...and have been told by a guy from school, Mark, that I'm screwed for getting into Edinburgh Uni coz they are elitest gits, but I so wanna go, don't want to go to Glasgow because then I wouldn't be at Gorgie anymore really and that upsets me. So Kevin, looks like I'm not getting in. Let you know how it goes.