First Blog!!!

Hey guys, I finally have my own official blog place thing, and I'm excited for it! So am gonna update you all on what has been going on for the past few weeks in my life. Here goes:
1. School - could this place be getting any worse? The answer to that is a NO. Head girl stuff sucks like I could never have imagined (perseverance and all that but it's bloomin difficult), I've just decided to give up Advanced Higher Music which is a bummer, but am so close to snapping that it's probably better for my sanity because...well let's just not go there. UCAS is going great, not. I still have to redraft my personal statement and pick another 3 courses, and am narked off 'cause I can't do theology, don't have a language or something like that, boo. (you know, I don't have a language, I just have a belief in God, religion some would say, meh meh meh.) Might do psychology, liking the whole mind thing (ooooo....) etc.
2. Church - wow, how much the opposite could this be. Have just spent weekend away with a group of wonderful people, and I'll just say now I don't know where I'd be without them. Sharon and I are now official Doubting Thomas 1 & 2 which is exciting, we should totally write our own Bible books, that's be hilarious!! anyway yeah, oh, was good to see Adam Howie back, you rock pal!!! And Ian, totally know that sport ministry is gonna be good, and don't get disheartened if it don't work out at the beginning 'cause you're gonna do some good good work. Had some grand chats about the end times, was totally like "wow!" and that was really good. The journey down to Newcastleton (we were at Whitaugh Park for those of you who are interested) was interesting, but highly enjoyable. The Army stuff seems to be going ok too, kids church is flourishing (I miss Brigadier Tumms meh again), Singing Company as chaotic as usual (wouldn't have it any other way tbh, but Sharon, don't know how you do it), band was great on Sunday night, just pain in backside coz I screwed up Praise (MEH), had about 10cm between cornet bell and music stand, and I couldn't go to Sharon's pub quiz thing which would've been a lot of banter, so that was upsetting, was crying on way back home lol (had to use it sometime guys, I've waited this long), and then had mental breakdown, which wasn't so fun. Um, what else? Youth Chorus was great, fab to see Sam and Kerry and Kat and people, and thank you for the haircut comment Pauline, it wasn't like I was embarrassed enough about it already or anything! She fell over which gave all the women a heart-attack coz she's pregnant (yay!!!!, how exciting!!) but everything was ok, phew. Thinking I'm boring you all with this topic.
3. God: interesting situ with this. probs have to go soon, so will be quick. Ok, so I think I had a prophecy, scary, extreme doubt thing just now, not so good, Aileen gave me wee note and stuff and am quite freaked out coz kinda ties in with my thoughts and stuff and she didn't know a thing so I've been relying a lot on what she said in it. Conflicting ideas about what He's wanting me to do, don't have a clue anymore (thanks Alistair....). all very confusing, wouldn't have it any other way.