Yesterday was a thinking day. I was at the Gyle, taking my mind off rubbish things and we were up in the fod court, and I was looking outside, and I could see the sky, which was a pale blue from the sunset on one side and a dark, thick blue on the other, with clouds here and there. And i could see some of the offices that have their home around the Gyle. But i kept getting an image in my head (left). for those who don't know that picture was taken by the Hubble Telescope. It is of the Universe, and some of those dots are from the beginning of creation. so i had this image in my head, and I was like wow, that is all out there. This whole earth thing is so insignificant, yet so wonderful, I can't quite fathom yet the whole thing. I love this picture so much. it makes me think about the bigger picture, coz it really is the bigger picture. it made me not so worried, coz for us to be here, on this planet, randomly, when all that is out there, there has to be something going on. and so my quest for God continues with fervour. The rest of my family were not so appreciative, but im thankful i have this mind. it can be a bummer with doubt, but when it thinks about these things, aw, man its just incredible. so yeah, all that is out there, and I am sitting typing about it on a computer. hmm..it just seems so incredibly unbalanced, but maybe that's love. cheers God. love.xxx
5 comments:
I agree that view is just amazing, it reinforces in me my belifs about so many things.
Glad to see your feeling better.
Just realised you posted that post when I was doing my uber-reply to your last post... weird timing.
Yeah it is a big thing, and one of the things I love about it is, thats only the visible spectrum, there's so much more there that we cant see with our limited vision. sorry, its all turned physics. But yeah, fervent good seeking, its the way forward, ;-)
Saw the following link and thought you may be interested...
http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/ap061013.html
i've just read through all your blogs. i think that you need to have time for yourself. play your violin! or why not try meditating? just sit calmly for a few minutes each day. trust me it feels silly the first time but it really helps when your stress levels are at their peaks. i hate seeing you in such distress Steph.
I'm asking the goddess every time i meditate to guide you - the closest i can come to prayer. please steph.
on a happier note, i've got my own blog. it comes under "sorche" and i've just done my first blog.
try meditating.
blessings
sorche
Hey steph, just read a week worth of your blog, im at work( dont tell anyone!) sounds like your week has been kind of up and down! i saw that lots of people have given you lots of advice and stuff but i just wanted to say a little thing...the people that love you will always love you for who you are, not what you do!
take this from the girl who dropped out of uni because she was doing a degree that she didnt really want to do, to please her parents, who thought that she would be disowned when she quit, and wasn't!
love xx
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